Monday, October 25, 2010
There was something I learned with Sebastian. I cannot lose myself again. When Sebastian was born I gave up everything and focused on him 110%. No music, no job, no husband. Everything else in my life vanished. He was over 2 when I finally came back to playing music again. Talk about ridiculous! I learned that I cannot do that. I cannot let myself suffer. I am back in symphony, playing and being involved. I am continuing to cross stitch and cook (when I have time). The next thing I need to make time for is working out. I loved running 5Ks, so I want to get fit again so that I can do that. The hardest thing about making time for me is that there never seems to be enough time in the day. I still haven't found the balance of life yet, now that I have two kids. I will get there in time. For now, I know what must be done and that includes making sure I have time to be Elyse, and not just Mommy.
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